Doctor’s Clinical Diary 11 – An Unexpected Discovery
An Unexpected Discovery Prologue: The Weight of Hope and Despair September 29, 2025. Monday. A cloudy sky, with a chill breeze seeping beneath my white coat. Fifteen years. That is how long I have spent as an oncologist at the cancer center. If someone were to ask me what those years have been, I would answer: fifteen years of precariously balancing on a vast scale between hope and despair. The door to my office is a threshold between two worlds. Beyond it lies the noise of daily life, filled with ordinary worries. But the moment a patient and family step inside, this small room becomes an entire universe where the heaviest and most fundamental questions of existence are asked: life and death. Clad in my white coat, I am but a clumsy navigator sailing through that cosmos. A cancer diagnosis falls upon a patient’s life like a meteorite. A once peaceful routine is shattered, the future swallowed by dense fog. For some, I may become a ray of light; for others, the bearer of the...