A Doctor’s Clinical Diary_28- Between Shadows and Light-Part II
CHAPTER 6 — The Quiet Battles of Doctors People think doctors are invincible. That we do not fear, do not break, do not question. But the truth? Doctors are human long before they are healers. After 민준 ’s case, exhaustion catches up with me like a wave. The Burnout No One Sees One night, I am reviewing abdominal CT scans for a 67-year-old woman when my vision blurs. My head throbs. My chest tightens. Ji-hwan notices. “ 선배님 ? Are you okay?” “I’m fine,” I answer automatically. Doctors say “I’m fine” the way others breathe. But Ji-hwan doesn’t buy it. “You haven’t slept properly in days. You’ve been here every night. You’re human, not a machine.” His words land heavier than he expects. Because the truth is— Radiology is a lonely battlefield. No patients remember your face. No one sees your hands tremble. No one understands the burden of knowing your oversight can destroy a life. Even among physicians, radiologists are the ghosts of the hosp...