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A Doctor's Clinical Diary 3: A Miracle on the Frontline of COVID-19

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  Prologue The hospital has been my second skin for fifteen years. Its corridors have etched themselves into the map of my memory like veins feeding a living body. The sharp sting of disinfectant in the air, the metallic chill of surgical instruments resting in silence before their moment, the faint mixture of sweat and blood—all of it has shaped my days and nights until they blur together. I am a surgeon. That single word, so heavy and yet so ordinary, has been the axis around which my life turns. In the theater of bright lights and quiet urgency, I have stood countless times at the fragile boundary between life and death. There is no applause here, only the quiet rhythm of breath returning, the faint pulse of a heart that has chosen to fight again. My hands have stitched flesh, stopped bleeding, and mended what was torn. They have been trained to remain steady even when my soul trembles. Yet beneath the discipline, beneath the crisp white coat and the confidence others pr...

A Doctor's Clinical Diary 2 - The Smallest Teacher I Ever Met.

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Chapter 1. Today, the Wind in the Chest I walk down the old corridors of the hospital again today. With every step my feet take on the floor, there is a sound that cuts through the air, where the cold smell of metal and the scent of antiseptic are mixed. These sounds fall like notes between the lines of a poem, leaving a small rhythm in my heart. When the white paint on the wall gets a little wet with sunlight and glistens, I am reminded of a narrative. There is always a flow of blood in a corner of our lives. That is why I always think, who protects this small road that keeps the blood flowing, and what is the shadow that threatens this road if there is one? Today's thought comes to me like a special symphony. In the corridors of this hospital, doctors, nurses, technicians, and families are all mixed together. The stories etched in the chest change little by little every day. This story is not a simple record of surgery or a list of diagnoses. It is a family's wait to watch a ...