Medical Human Story]-Time Hidden Beneath the Skin(Episode 51) Red Blooms on the Peritoneum(3)

  A Record of Adenocarcinoma of the Appendix and Krukenberg Tumour


Part III. Where the Ocean Ends

She actually went to the ocean. When she walked into the outpatient clinic, her skin was slightly tanned, and her eyes looked more at peace than they had in a long time.

"Doctor, the sound of the waves was so beautiful," she said. I smiled and asked, "Did you walk a lot?" "A little. The kids wrote their names in the sand."

She showed me a photo on her phone. Four names written in the sand, followed by a small heart. I stared at that photo for a long while. While the cancer filled her abdominal cavity, her life was still making space for something else.

But I knew. This tranquility would not last.

Ascites

A month later, she was admitted through the emergency room. Abdominal distension. Difficulty breathing. I palpated her abdomen in the ward. A dull thud.

I performed an ultrasound. The abdominal cavity was filled with fluid. Ascites. This is a common stage as peritoneal metastasis from appendix adenocarcinoma progresses. I stared at the screen and closed my eyes for a moment.

 

🩺 Medical Insight: Peritoneal Metastasis and Ascites

Peritoneal cancer cells disrupt the body's fluid balance.

They cause low protein levels and block lymphatic flow.

This leads to shortness of breath and abdominal pressure.

Repeated paracentesis (fluid drainage) is often required.

Paracentesis

The moment the needle pierced the abdominal wall, a murky yellow liquid began to flow out slowly. She kept her eyes closed.

"Are you in pain?" I asked. "I’m okay. It’s easier to breathe now."

Two liters, three liters. The fluid did not stop. As I watched the liquid, I thought to myself: cancer isn't just about cells; it is an entity that encroaches upon space.

 Pain

She began to complain of increasing pain. "It hurts all the way to my back." Peritoneal irritation. Tension in the liver capsule. I started her on narcotic analgesics.

"Will I get addicted to this?" she asked. "Right now, managing your pain is more important," I replied.

 

🩺 Medical Insight: Pain Management in End-Stage Peritoneal Metastasis

Follows the WHO 3-step analgesic ladder.

Uses morphine and fentanyl.

Pain control is a core element of quality of life.

Failure to control pain is more dangerous than the risk of addiction.


A Daughter's Question

In the ward, her daughter caught my hand. "Is Mommy going to die?" A child’s eyes allow no room for lies.

I knelt to her level. "Mommy is in a lot of pain right now. We are doing everything we can to make her feel better." "But she promised me..."

I was lost for words. A doctor can explain a prognosis, but they cannot fulfill a child’s promise.

A Nighttime Conversation with the Husband

"Doctor, honestly... how much time does she have left?" I spoke quietly. "We predict anywhere from a few months to a year. It varies greatly between individuals."

He lowered his head. "Then I won't waste a single day." I looked at him and said, "The most important treatment you can provide right now is simply being by her side."

Her Confession

Late one night in the ward, she called out to me. "Doctor." "Yes." "I’m getting a little scared now."

I sat by her bed. "What scares you the most?" "The thought of my children living without me," she said, her voice trembling. "I feel like I’m leaving too soon..."

I paused for a moment. "You aren't leaving 'too soon.' You have lived your time more fiercely than anyone." She closed her eyes. "So... I fought well, didn't I?" "Yes. Very well."

 

🩺 Medical Insight: Prognosis and End-of-Life Communication

Explanations should be honest yet leave room for hope.

Requires "Goal of Care" discussions with the family.

Advance directives for life-sustaining treatment are recommended.

Respect the patient's values.

The Last Trip

She wanted to be discharged. "I want to go home." We coordinated home palliative care. The ascites returned, and the pain flared up intermittently.

But one day, her husband sent a photo. All four of them were sitting on the living room floor, cutting a cake. "It’s Mommy’s birthday party," the message read. I stood there for a long time, looking at the photo. Cancer had invaded her organs, but it had not entirely stolen her time.

The Decisive Night

2:00 AM. An emergency call. Low blood pressure. Decreased consciousness. I ran to her room. She opened her eyes faintly.

"Doctor... you're here." I took her hand. "I'm here." "Can I... rest a little now?"

I couldn't answer. Instead, I squeezed her hand tighter. The heart rate on the monitor was slowing down. Her husband and children were by her bed. She whispered one last time, "The ocean... was wonderful." Then, the monitor let out a long, steady tone.

The End of Part III.

I stood there for a while. Doctors see death often, but every time is different. She did not become just another number in a statistic.

She was the mother at the graduation, the patient in the chemotherapy room, and the person who loved the ocean. And I became the one who recorded her story. 


To be continued!

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